Dwell upon the world of lonely souls..
Remember not the song but the hand that wrote it..
For it is the only thing in here that truely matters..
Wishing it all for you to come true..
A chance to be with you, my true love..
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom..
All that is left is for you to come.....
Born from silence, silence full of it..
Into the world here I am..
So much to live for, so much to die for..
If only my heart had a home..
Teach me the passion for I fear it's gone..
Show me love, hold the lorn..
So much more I wanted to give to the one's I love..
An lonely soul..
An ocean soul..
Never sigh for the better world..
This is me..
For the song I worte, played and told..
Walk within my poetry, my dying music..
My love letter to nobody..
Time will tell, this bitter farewell..
Died for the beauty, in this beautiful garden..
Into my world of this lonely soul..
The sweet piano writing down my life.......
Once Upon A Time Gathering
Its been such a long time since we met up. Yesterday, we people finally took the time off to meet up. I was meeting Princess Fiona, my dearest friend - looks prettier as always, she looks better with long hair though I think, Justin, my buddy, and Ian, who make us laugh the most with Justin. Hahahas.
I brought them to Mart Boulevard where they serve Thai food. The food there is one of the best that I have tasted so far. XD. The ambiance is nice too. We updated so much of what we are doing currently so far. Kinda envy Fiona who gets to travel soooo often and Justin who gets to go overseas study. If I ever get the chance to study overseas, I'm so gonna stay there for many years. wahahaha....
Justin showed us many pics of food. Food that look appetizing and food that doesnt look really good but is actually very nice. oh.. and food that he baked. haha.. all look soo good. oh wells. cant get to taste them. sigh.... must get him to bake for us some day.. xD
Oh and Fiona... well. Lets say she hyper active nowadays. Want to take bike, tatoo diving and so much more. haha. well will join her if I got the money for it. >.<
At Mart Boulevard, I intro them to some of the food that I like. The green curry chicken, the tom yam glass noodles - the one I like most. Fiona tried it and she was like.. MMMMMM.... NICE.. hahas. We also ordered the golden fried tofu and fried calamari. slurp. hehe. we had our fill and Ian finally came. we gave him the last piece of tofu and he also bought us some chocs. I got the champnge one. After chatting and joking, we make our way to Wine Affaire along the way we met Mark. Nice guy, and we all went to the place for a drink.. we had the red wine.. abit too sweet. Not dry at all. Its not bad. Then we had the white wine, was pretty good. Better than the red I say. haha. Then we chatted till like 2am? lolx.. and yeah we got to take a cab back. Gotta sent Princess Fiona home first though. Now my these 2 frens were like staying so close to me.. hahaha.. so fun. Wish Fiona can join us too. Cos we are da best. Or so I think.
ghostly lullaby.... 11:55 AM
I Am Sorry
As life goes on, I realise that the things I do is affecting the people around me.
So I want to take this time to apologise for all the things that I have done,
For all the things that have not occured and
For all the things that people do not want to take responsibility for.
I'm sorry for the times that I left you alone
I was on the road and you were alone.
I'm sorry for the times I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
I'm sorry for the times of neglect
I'm sorry for the times of disrespect
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how glad I am to even know you
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even if you do not show
If I can't apologise for being wrong
Then it's a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
You can put the blame on me.....
I am sorry..... to whoever you are, where ever you may be, in heaven or earth.. I am sorry
ghostly lullaby.... 7:54 PM
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Recently have been pretty bored.... got a new temp job @The Capricon where I previously work as in S*Bio, now is Sigma Aldrich, then all the stupid job posting starts coming out.. Im not quiting the temp job cos i already signed my contract. Plus this might have an effect on my credibility in the future.. what a researcher really needs.. to get his fundings.. >,<..
Oh wells, lets sit out this job enrich my resume abit and look for better paying jobs again.. Wonder where will it be next? Is it gonna be in the same building again? ROFL
ghostly lullaby.... 12:48 AM
One fine day or rather night, out there I am happily dancing.. After finish dancing, we sat there chatting... And WaLA... a new friend.. not only a friend but a neighbourhood friend.. Not only that.. a course mate too.. its like omigosh.... wow..... there is this chance of fate for us meeting. hahas... its so cool. Imagine if we ended up with the same job in the future... we will be like going to & coming back from work together.. the ultimate coolness.. xD
ghostly lullaby.... 12:44 AM
Dreams of Dreams....
Some people dreams
Some people don't
Some people want to
Some people do not wish to
What does dreams implies
What are they trying to say
Is it a message
Is it an inner expression of what we want
For all I know is my dreams of dreams
They seem like an never-ending story
In it I am one who has the ability to fly
In it I am one who has the ability of telekinesis
In it I am always chased by dangers
In it I am always struggling between life and death
Each dream is like a continuation of another
Moving from place to place
Battling the evil demons
Seeking the light of hope
The door of escape
And I am still there
Still in that place of darkness
Battling the battle of never-ending battles
The fight for eternal survival
For the dream does'nt die
This is my dreams of dreams....
Labels: An Eternal Dream
ghostly lullaby.... 11:11 PM
A Weird Dream
I dreamt of a weird dream today.
Something you know that will never happen to you
Something that you know is just a wishful dream
I dreamt I was lining up in a queue to purchase movie tickets at a movie theatre.
I was watching movie with someone and she is in front of me. Her name is Michelle.
Yes the Michelle that I know.
In the queue, someone else was there too, Joyce, who was there to watch a movie too.
She asked how come I am here too. I told her that I am watching a movie with my girlfriend. Yep I said girlfriend and I pointed to her, Michelle. Joycex reaction was like woah... since when did we started. Well, its a dream, a dream that has no begining, just a fiction of the entire content that it is sometimes hard to interpret or even grasp.
Well, that is all to this short lived dream for I was call upon to return to the real world.
ghostly lullaby.... 11:19 PM
Save me a place
In the heart of your hearts
When you think of love
Never forsake me
Wanting and dreaming you
Each time I think of you
Lying beside me
Only a Lady of Dreams
She will bring magic
To sing to your heartstrings
Only a Lady of Dreams
Come alive -- you are all
That I desire!!
Something tells me
This is love that surrounds
Only a fool
Without wisdom can see
Blind as I am
In your eyes
My Lady of Dreams
Save me, save me
A place in your heart
Tears escape from me
When we're apart
Please dream of me now
My Lady of Dreams
My thought and wishes
Are all the surrounds
Mysteries hold you
Then fly you away
You know you are my life
My Lady of Dreams
ghostly lullaby.... 5:42 PM
